I realised recently that I tend to think holistically, which would suggest that I am giving myself airs and graces. But no, no judgement is involved, and further, along with it came the thought that it is in fact the default way we all live and breathe and have our being.
Here is a dictionary definition of the word "holistic":-
characterized by the belief that the parts of something are intimately interconnected and explicable only by reference to the whole.
Yes indeed. Surely that is the way it is? The trouble seems to be that when we start trying to think and figure it out we slip into a "one thing at a time" mode that really does not correspond to reality. The conclusion would seem to be that life can be lived, but not "thought", at least as far as explanations are concerned.
Every so often I dip into "Four Quartets" by T S Eliot. Often it acts like a sedative; then again, sometimes it just bemuses me, but always I just love the flow of the words, understood or not. Near the end of the fourth quartet, "Little Gidding", are some words that I often muse upon.......
We shall not cease from exploration. And the end of all our exploring will be to arrive where we started and know the place for the first time.
Little Gidding |
Why? And what is the result of my musing? Well, I'm not too sure, but I read recently of the musing of another who suggested the lines are about "the end of the conditioned self and the beginning of existence", which would mean for me that true existence is nowhere - because unable to be thought - and once we arrive there we are ready to move forward, actually living.
There are another few lines of verse, written by W H Auden, that I always associate with those of T S Eliot quoted above. Close companions, as they speak of the "exploration", the thinking mode and of how we need to arrive beyond all beliefs and explanations, into Reality itself. The lines come from "For the Time Being", a poem concerned with "how love can conquer eternity".......
For the garden is the only place there is, but you will not find it until you have looked everywhere and found nowhere that is not a desert.
Another quote from Auden |
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